People Change

As time passes everyone changes. I just never expected my friends to change in such rapid fashion. Since when are you girls so damn girly? Candles, makeup, and shopping, all talked about in the most ear splitting volume. It's crazy how fast people can become everything that they had previously hated, and made known that they hated. I don't like the change.

I suppose it comes with the lack of balancing factors. Certain people leave the equation and suddenly it becomes a monarchy. The alpha and the followers, so damned annoying. I never thought that they could become that way, in a few months they changed from twenty years old to late thirties. Gossipy, shit talking, middle-aged, mindsets that are soon to drive the men in their lives away. It's the kind of wives that husbands run away to golf courses and bars to escape.

I just never wanted to feel that way around my friends. Like there were things that had to go unsaid, opinions that couldn't be expressed, or the alphas would excommunicate me from their empire. It's not a comfortable, friendly place. At least not anymore. I suppose that's why the balancing members of our tribe find it so easy to relax in their distance. I myself am a balance, and I understand how unwelcome I am when I'm unnecessary.

Oh well, bridges will inevitably burn, people will understand and adapt to what's happening. It's all a matter of time, and time is a uncontrollable factor, so it has to be countered by patience, and I happen to have a lot of that.