My life can be incased in a pretty small nutshell

Well, it's been a good two years of shifting around, trying to find a home of at least a long temperance, but i think that search is over. I guess i always underestimated how nice i really had things. My family was stable in finance and health, i was comfortable, it was adolescence.

My breaking out of school, becoming an adult, started a hard time in my life. The General Electric plant that my father had invested 27 years of his life into had fallen on its face. He was layed off without shit for consideration of the fact that in those 27 years his overtime work put him around 50 total years worth of work. Unfortunatly however, he was still just cut off, they said he was 1.5 years short of early retirement. Where does that put you mentaly? To know that all of your dedication and hard work was without long term spoil. We were crushed.

Forced to move out of state and away from everything that i loved, (less my family of course), my life took a very poor turn. Texas was to be my new home. I'll say this much of Texas, it's nothing in comparison to California in my eyes, which is probably simply because i spent 18 years of my life there. So began a rather depressed time for my family and I.

So far i've had two failed attempts at making my life work back in Victorville, my hometown, each time of course because of poor economy and vast overpopulation. The High Desert is becoming a terrible mess.

The only thing keeping me strong and determined to stay is my lover. She has given me everything that she can to make our loves work together, and I have done my best to return the favor, and to show my appreciation for all that she is.

That's the foundation of my current life, more to come soon of course.