/Quit

It's time to be responsible again. Time to make my life progress. I'm on the eve of a new oppritunity in my life and I have to make the most of it. Save, save, save, work, work, work. It's been quite a while since I've had the ability to really take charge of my situation and now with some new coming events I feel that I can again.

Life is always what you make of it. I unfortunatly feel that as long as I am busy I am living just fine. It's not always that case, especially not now. I don't just live for me anymore and I need to take that into far more consideration. I've been very negligent of the person who needs me, I've been selfish and it isn't right. I've made up my mind to cut out my hobby because it's draining me of hours and hours of my time that can be used for things that are actually tangable.

I suppose I should try and actually start to make something out of myself. I plan on getting back to school as soon as I possible can. My new employer is going to be a great help in making that goal accomplished. I'd also love to learn Brazilian Jui-Jitsu and Muay Thai, but that's not happening until I can actually afford it, and even then, it'll be another three hours every other day that I'll be selfishly absorbing for myself. So I don't really know what to do. I've made up my mind on my hobby/addiction, but the way I am means that I'm not going to be happy being idle.

Well now I need to find something new to do with my time.